My first time

{ August 21, 2009 @ 7:24 PM } · { Life }

I’m new to the blogging world.  I’m not quite sure how I feel about unknown people reading my written thoughts.  I have a lot to say, but never say it because for the past few years I’ve been trying to mold myself into a better person. It’s not going so well. I have come to the conclusion that I am bitter, and nothing I or the people in my life do will change that.  Once I came to the realization that I am not going to be a happy and fulfilled person, it was rather refreshing. 

I live with my fiancée Brett and his 8 year old son.  If you knew me in my younger years, you’d be wondering how I have become the housewife in this family. I ask myself the same question every day, but it is what it is. 

I am one of the most sarcastic people I know, and that’s saying a lot since I know 5 people. I love the internet because I am extremely antisocial and I get my human interaction without actually having to interact with anyone. I work, a lot. I hate my job. I recently gained a lot of free time and am currently opening auditions for my 80′s cover air band. I refuse to shop at Wal-Mart, I’d rather pay $.05 more than deal with Wal-Mart shoppers. I love history, so I majored in it. I love to cook, and I am a damn good one. I want to learn how to decorate cakes, so I can give them as presents. I love my dog more than I like most people, and for good reason. I wish that people would stop breeding; at least until a parenting license is mandated. And I’m extremely moody, it’s a toss in the air between rude and hateful.

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